Whenever there is any doubt, there is no doubt

Ode to Jack Dowland 
(Diablo Draft)

It is years before my limit
and I am forced to wait
for the new nightmare
that will change my mind

A kind of prequelogue
full of thrills to make me wish
for more like

Batty's visions
Quaid's delusions
Substance D addiction...

Sullenly I enjoy this moment
so I must ask

What is the difference between
formication and fornication

am I awake but not aware
or aware but not awake
(lucidity versus duplicity)

is it all just electromagnetism?

2011 FiHS Belgian GP Results

Fait accompli

Now here are some snapshots from Hot Corse Nights 02 brought to you by the good people of Corse GP Race Track.

 

 Pimp My Ride Contest 3rd Place - Will Sampson's Trueno

  Pimp My Ride Contest 2nd Place - Erin Davies' scratch built 1966 Ferrari 

 Pimp My Ride Contest 1st Place - Dave79's Porsche GT3

My personal favorite - Kogenta Eyre's Nissan Silvia

Pimp My Ride winners 

Perils of the Panopticon

A few days since my last smoke and drink and the nightmares have returned full force. Been sleeping 10-14 hours a day but still I wake up fatigued and feeling lactic acid overload or something. Maybe I should detail my dream patterns and lucidity techniques here. Would it help anybody at all? Light switch test is always the best. Anyway, there are more reasons to intoxicate other than a good nights sleep. I do not need to tell you. Wonder what kind of personality I'll have after the summer break, let alone after the 90 days limit (for certainty) when I take that piss test. You know that who you are is largely based on your body chemistry. 

And there's no summer break really, I just signed up for USF1's GT3 series. Gonna run a Gallardo if my entry gets approved. Customs skins are allowed, too, so I might paint up something. (Pictured: my FXX Barchetta version 1.5)

USF1 GT3 Championship

Thought-terminating cliché

2011 FiHS Hungarian GP Race Report

Been able to score some points in the last couple of rounds, but this is more because some drivers have abandoned their campaign and only a dozen or so show up for the race now, rather than any improvement in my performance. On the contrary I've gotten worse, getting involved in numerous incidents, my string of zero incident races now a distant memory. Gotta try and detox and re-focus during the summer break.

Quacksalver punches in the entry code on the keypad and waits for the confirmation tone... a short beep, barely audible, is followed by a deep thud. Then the airlock slowly opens as escaping gases hiss and metal surfaces shriek as they grind against each other. "This is the core of the ship," he says with a flourish, but there is nothing beyond the doorway. Not an empty room, not darkness, but nothing. 


Quacksalver asks, "Do you see?"

Yes, I see.