One more entry before the year ends. I look at all the loving people, brainwashing each other, gaslighting each other... what is my value to them? What do I mean? Who cares that I am a sim racing champion? Either way it signifies nothing. This is my condition, my fate. I did my best for something insignificant for everyone else.
I used to say, I want to be a sim racer to entertain people and inspire other people to do better. It don't mean much now. Nobody cares what I do. There is no ride into the sunset. There is no triumphant entry into the vanishing point. There is no validation, vindication, or even vilification.
The chance for redemption requires the world to change.
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