WARNING: reading this may cause insanity
it seems the creature is born an empty vessel
through others like it it learns about the world
with his memories he pieces together a life story a biography
and through playtime he also learns about a fantasy world
and what to make of the place that he goes to when he is asleep
where everything is real until you wake up
and yet some things that happen there are so significant the memory is classified as real and placed alongside other memories considered real
secret life of walter mitty
calvin and hobbes
any story with a so-called dream sequence
as the human grows and his understanding of the world becomes more complex and complicated
so does his fantasy world and dream world grow more complex
the details increase situations become more like the real world more simulation than fantasy
where before the events of the fantasy world are adventures based on movies tv comic books
epic battles save the world scenarios
now the fantasy world becomes a simulation of the real world
fantasy based on real life instead of based on other fantasies
the fantasy becomes a mirror of reality even an exact copy the mystery world
where one can get bored one must deal with the mundane
the enemy is
one must continually metabolize materials from the environment and other requirements of living creatures death is coming
he realizes that his own life story is also just a fantasy after all
perhaps the primary fantasy of his mind but a fantasy nonetheless a delusion
released from the bonds of his life story or maybe what some would call a psychotic break
he begins to apply new delusions to the events of his real life
and he finds that it corresponds connects converges
he believes he is a secret agent so deep undercover even he doesn't know it and he must take steps to find out
he believes he is some spirit / alien / mysterious force that has taken possession of a human body and now with his new body he can work towards his goal
he believes he is god so utterly bored with his farcical existence he recreates himself into a simple human being hoping that he won't ever remember what it really is and he can live a life that has been supplied with meaning and purpose
more and more delusions are applied as the primary fantasy slowly fades away and there is no negation no proof of otherwise
he reads that his behavior is considered an illness a disease a cancer of the mind
it seems that all the other people in the world are monodelusional zombies or are they
there has got to be other people who have crossed into this realm he says to himself
but how would we find each other and do we even need to
be vigilant with your discovery
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