Maybe it is the detox attempt that has put me off. I feel constantly tired and sleepy and all the old injuries and aches and pains are acting up again. My body is all stiff and I have to shuffle around like some old man. Doesn't help that I've turned into a cyberchondriac. No use seeing a real doctor as I don't have any money for treatment anyway.
My time and chance has passed and there really is nothing more I can do in this world or with this life. I've squandered all my opportunities and now it is just so difficult to get motivated about anything. Why should I clean up my act and try to be a better person? So I can afford a decent burial.
In between the world of physics and chemistry, and the realm of perception and memory, lies an eternal abyss known as cognitive dissonance. Imagination builds a bridge made of delusion and voila! The puzzle is solved, the lesson is learned, the secret is revealed. The creature wakes up and has become another slave to the dream.
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